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We have decided to try the Florida trial first.  I will keep my appointment there on Wednesday.  I will have a brain MRI this week to make sure all is good there.  All we need is that to remain clear, and the stars to align.  Not too much to ask, I hope.  In the case there is something in the brain, we will likely treat it like we did last time it showed up there.  If the brain is still clear, but I don't qualify for some reason (there always seems to be some reason), I can come back and be re-screened for the injection trial here.

So sorry for the unanswered calls and messages.  They have meant so much to me.  I haven't felt like talking much, or explaining a situation I barely understand.  I can understand the need for 'space' during certain crises.  Required partially because it is hard to add others' anxieties to my own.  These last couple of weeks it seemed quite impossible. 

But it's over.  We have a plan.  I am finally smiling inside again.