There are a hundred things to say, but with only a few minutes tonight dedicated to the blog... Thought I needed to update and make sure everyone knows I'm okay. The last post may have been a bit of a downer.
Things are looking good. Other than keeping my leg up at night, I am able to do just about anything. The only thing I am having a hard time with is sitting for a long time, and that will be taken care of when I can wear my compression stocking again. All the sutures and staples will come out tomorrow and I will only have steri strips left. Yes! I put some boots with heels on this weekend for a date and walked with no limp! I am sure the limp is a nerve thing that I just need to figure out.
This journey is often described as a roller coaster. My nephew Steven was quick to point out some major differences. But I think it's pretty accurate. The best imagery I can think of is John Lennon's lyrics, "pools of sorrow, waves of joy." Sadness and happiness at the same time, over the same things.
But see now I sound gloomy again. I really am doing great. I feel like I should be depressed, but I'm not. Who knows what a year of 'watch and wait' is going to do to the psyche. But for now I'm fine. Happy, even.
A small miracle. One of many.
I'm so glad to hear it, Alisa. I don't think spring coming can be a bad thing for the psyche, either.
ReplyDeleteHappy is good. Run with it as long as possible! Love you ALisa.
ReplyDelete...and being thankful increases the joy, diminishes the sorrow. I am sooo thankful.
ReplyDeleteI think the roller coaster metaphor describes it really well. Only, the line is pretty short of those waiting to get on.
ReplyDeleteYou're attitude is inspiring! Thanks for sharing.
ReplyDeleteI'm happy if you're happy. I'm so glad your surgery went well and that you are recovering okay. I would ride that roller coaster ride with you if I could . . . Miss you and love you as always . . .
ReplyDeleteYou are so strong and I know you will be blest. to only keep your leg up at night is better than all day now. I know you will do well because of your out look and because you are Loved
ReplyDeleteHappy Spring, Alisa. Glad you are doing well!
ReplyDeletekeep up the awesome attitude! YOu can do just about anything? So umm...when do you guys want to come over?! Now the pool is almost open!!!!!
ReplyDeleteGlad you got to go out on a date, and all decked out head to toe.
ReplyDeletehi you are the best
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