They didn't find cancer anywhere else. Great news! The Dr. is recommending just watch and wait. He will take my case to 'the board' with the oncologists and other melanoma surgeons and let me know Monday what they say.
I know it is not likely this thing is cured by surgery.
So I go over the What Ifs all the time. Most of them depressing. Everything that comes along with What If I die.
But I keep coming back to What If I live? What If I feel good this summer? What if I don't have cancer? What If I get to go everywhere I always wanted to go? What if life just gets better? What If I get to be anything I choose to be? What if I get to send my kids to college? What If I get the be an old lady? What If I live so long spring gets old?
Are those the possibilities everyone wakes up with? Lucky everyone! Lucky me that I even have a chance at that. Wow.