Well, I finished the tests yesterday. I guess I find out tomorrow if I passed.
I combined every trick I've used in the past to get some sort of info out of the radiology techs (who watch the scan as it's happening), but of course they are trained to keep quiet, and I couldn't read into anything they said or did after it was all over. Grrrr.
So I look for clues elsewhere. The sky moslty. Clouds! Kind of bad news gathering. Possibly of some spots in the leg. Back to where we were 3 months ago. Rain! Tears, tears all around for sure. More in the lymph nodes. A big surgery awaits. Sun! Good news ahead for me! Not one thing lit up on that scan! Bright future awaits! Thunder and Lightning?! Sudden and quick destruction! Liver, lung, and brain! Woe is me!
And as fate would have it, the weather the last two days has been sun and storm, back and forth. So I knew for sure what was coming: the quintessential token-a rainbow! Placed either directly above my rooftop, so that my house is centered perfectly in its arch, or at the end of the colors, telling everyone that good fortune and gold can be found here!
Unfortunately, I never found a rainbow. Fortunately, I guess the heavens do not always coordinate with the earth to give silly girls hopes and their opposites.
A small request: Please don't call me tomorrow. I am a seriously ridiculous case of nerves, and I'm not sure if I can take the phone ringing unless it's the Dr.'s office. We will get the news out as soon as we get it.
Forecast tomorrow? FRIDAY: A 30 PERCENT CHANCE OF SHOWERS AND THUNDERSTORMS. MOSTLY CLOUDY IN THE MORNING THEN BECOMING PARTLY CLOUDY.
Hoping I get a call early in the morning:)