The biggest fear for myself? That we have seen the best of me. That my progression has stopped. That I will always have sadness in my eyes.
This weekend we made a quick trip the the National Park in Utah we have never seen. It was delightful. I was delightful. And that surprised me. Maybe I will be okay.
We stayed up late to go stargazing. They say the Colorado Plateau has the clearest air in the 48 states. There was no moon, and the stars blanketed the dark sky from horizon to horizon. It was brilliant. The wilderness holds such a powerful the peace. I am grateful we have a most beautiful earth to face our ugly challenges on.
Josh declared he was in a good mood today. I have been busy all day and happy. The kids are doing great. All is well (minus the evil cancer).