The biggest fear for myself? That we have seen the best of me. That my progression has stopped. That I will always have sadness in my eyes.
This weekend we made a quick trip the the National Park in Utah we have never seen. It was delightful. I was delightful. And that surprised me. Maybe I will be okay.
We stayed up late to go stargazing. They say the Colorado Plateau has the clearest air in the 48 states. There was no moon, and the stars blanketed the dark sky from horizon to horizon. It was brilliant. The wilderness holds such a powerful the peace. I am grateful we have a most beautiful earth to face our ugly challenges on.
Josh declared he was in a good mood today. I have been busy all day and happy. The kids are doing great. All is well (minus the evil cancer).
You haven't lost it sweet girl! What a fun little Local trip- I love all the pictures, you do great photography girl. You have SO much talent, what beautiful boys you have in your lives. You look awesome, your such a beautiful girl! We put your name on the prayer roll every week. We love you guys and we pray for you daily. Thanks for sharing your journey. Your pictures really made my day.
ReplyDeleteAlisa, I'm so glad you got to enjoy a little get-a-way with your beautiful family. Those bright spots are definitely tender mercies, I believe. I love your gorgeous pictures. It makes me want to take a road trip. As always, you remain in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful pictures, beautiful family, beautiful YOU! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers ALWAYS. So glad you guys enjoyed your family time, it looks like you had an amazing time!
ReplyDeleteDid you just love Capitol Reef? I've been wanting to go there for the longest time. I'm so glad you had fun and that your were happy. Awesome photos! (It help that all the subjects were good looking!)
ReplyDelete#1 - I am glad to see that you are raising your children in righteousness by encouraging them to be Jazz fans. (Playoffs!)
ReplyDelete#2 - Those are some really, really great photos.
#3 - We want a dog like yours.
#4 - Mad props for your Indiana Jones hat!
Okay, you don't know me, I came across your blog in a round about way....but that doesn't matter, you are amazing. Truly, you inspire me. I lost my mom to cancer seven years ago, cancer is so horrible. The docs gave my mom 3 to 6 months, she lived 11 years....I am training for the Wasatch Back and a marathon, when I want to quit, I think about you and your will to live and it gives me strength. Sorry if that sounds creepy, ;). Sending lots of love and prayers to you, miracles totally happen....
ReplyDeleteGorgeous pics of Utah. Also love the new look of the blog and that amazing family pic. You guys are awesome. James' song is amazing, my kids have played it over and over! We love you guys, keep on keepin' on!
ReplyDeleteI am constantly amazed at your courage and grace and if anything, I think it is on the rise.
ReplyDeleteLovely pictures, Alisa. Evil cancer is an understatement. Long before all of this, Bryanna used to tell me that cancer was the scariest thing in life and I didn't agree with her. I was a fool.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you....
ReplyDeleteWOE those lilacs! I also like the floral shot of the orange wildflowers with the sun rays behind.
ReplyDeleteThe profile shot of Ginger is so sweet. It looks like she had a great trip like the rest of you.
Great photos! A great family! A great place to visit! Loved it and all of you!
ReplyDeleteLoved the family photo but most of all we Love you
ReplyDeleteHi, Alisa. This is Brittany's brother, Christian. I've been stalking your blog periodically for updates. Your mentioning the view of the stars from the Colorado Plateau reminded me of a poem I've had on my mind lately as I've thought about you and another friend of mine battling cancer. I'm sure you've heard of "Good Timber." If not - here's a link: http://holyjoe.org/poetry/malloch.htm
ReplyDeleteYou are literally and figuratively "holding counsel with the stars" now due to your experience - and you deserve it.
Dear Alisa,
ReplyDeleteI've been thinking about you a lot today. At church today someone shared their testimony and related an experience of seeing children suffer at the ICU up at Primary's during a time when their daughter was sick. He said, like all of us he wondered why those children had to suffer so much, and how God could let such suffering happen? Then after much prayer, he came to the conclusion that even if we don't know "WHY?" there is someone who does and always will know "WHY." God knows the "WHY?" to our suffering. He knows what we need and what we are capable of. I've often wondered why you have to go through such a difficult trial? Why does such a horrible thing have to happen to such a good person? Today I was reminded that my perspective is so limited. Our Heavenly Father does love each and every one of us, and He is there to take on our burdens for "His yoke is easy, and His burden is light." (Matthew 11:29-30)
I'm sorry for the long post. I guess I just wanted you to know that you aren't alone and that I'm praying for you. You inspire me to be a better person in so many ways.
Love you,
Debbie
what a great trip and such a beauitiful place, I'm so glad you were able to go have a fun time away! Love all the pictures, You are so gorgeous, and have such a cute family!!!
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