Wednesday, July 16, 2014

happening

This has been a very stressful week.  It has been the hardest decision yet.  We have changed our minds a hundred times.  In the end, we decided to start the TIL trial tomorrow.  

I am very sad and mad that nothing has been able to stop this tumor.  I don't understand.  What I do know is that I prayed at the beginning of my trouble to be able to try everything, and so far the prayers have been answered.  I am grateful for every chance I get to beat this truly horrible disease.  

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.  We will be in great need of divine comfort and help over the next few weeks.  We are planning on updating the blog daily.

15 comments:

  1. We are rooting for you, Alisa... You have already proven to be the most stubborn girl I know. Dig deep and find every last bit of stubborn and fight this blasted thing. Love you forever.

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  2. Praying lots for you and your family! You are an inspirational woman who is amazingly strong!!! You got this Alisa!

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  3. I am holding you in my heart right now...

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  4. Tons of prayers coming your way

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  5. prayers heading your way!!!!! we know you are a fighter!!! keep it up

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  6. 100% behind you, Alisa. xxxxoooo

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  7. You are amazing and so strong! I love reading your blog and I will be praying for you. Sending love your way!

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  8. Praying every night, always!! You will beat this once and for all this time!!

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  9. Alisa, thank you for posting... praying in an organized vigil of moms in Oregon for you. Someone will be praying for you around the clock here. Praying for good sleep for you tonight... and for peace in your heart over your inspired decision... I know this is so very hard. Please try to let go and Let God for just an hour at a time and let your Heavenly Father lead you... show him your trust. We love you! Gretchen

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  10. This will be it... what finally takes down that dreadful tumor! Just a little more fight and you so got this! You are just amazing friend. To hear you talk about the conversations you have with your cute boys and how you encourage them is beautiful, thoughtful, truthful... love it. You have such a wonderful way with them. I seriously kept thinking, they are so blessed to have you as their mother. We will definitely be sending extra prayers to you and your beautiful family this coming month. Hope your drive to Seattle went well. Xoxo

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  11. Prayers night and day from the Stauffer family! We love you.

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  12. You'll get those prayers, and anything else you want or need, from us! You can do this! We love you!

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  13. Love and prayers to you and your family, Alisa! Go beat this thing!

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  14. This is the best news ever. Tears of joy are happening right now. So many blessings. Stay strong beautiful. Praying for you always.

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  15. Thinking of you! U are always in my thoughts and prayers.

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